Restarting

We all come to a point in life that we would like to begin everything again. Most of times it looks like so difficult or even impossible. We would like to draw a new picture of our lives, we would like to be completely different from what we have been until now. That's a yarning for renewal. The bible is full of symbols for the internal rebirth, the batism is the most important. The important about all this is that we can restart our lives. God gives us that opportunity. The bible says that all sins will be forgiven but not the sin against the holy spirit. Yeah, there are moments we think that we won't be forgiven or that we shouldn't be, since because we have already sinned so much and sometimes our sins look like so big. For some people it means nothing. If you don't transpasses the law, if you don't make anything inacceptable for the society... But if we still don't do what God wants of us, we, as Christians, cannot feel well. We are all sinners and need God's grace. So, what should we do???
Confess our sins is a great thing. We must believe God can forgive us and give us his grace. We must open completely our hearts until we feel healed. Jesus is the best friend we will ever have. He understands us better than anybody else. Satan is the one who accuses us. Sometimes some people take this place. The ones who accuse others and make them feel worse than they are. But God shows us that we need his grace and that's exactly what He has for us. He has come to save what has been lost. We are lost. It doesn't matter how sinners we feel or the size or quantity of our transgressions. God has called us, who can receive his word, he called us to live a new life in him. God is always with arms open. We must desperately come to him and find in him the source of our happiness, the healing for our wounds, the water our thirst and the food for our hunger. The almighty is the fountain of happiness we need to live here. Solo Christus.
Then, we must begin right now a new path. We must forget the past and look for what we can do right now. Walk with God is not too easy, but in Him we can do it. It is a daily fight. Sometimes we can feel weak, maybe we can even fall, hurt ourselves, but we must not forget God is the one who is calling us. If we don't give up, if we persevere, we will reap Salvation in him. Sola Gratia.